Human

I am only human, now that song is in your head hahaha! Seriously, I am just human, today I will thoroughly enjoy being a human. I don't have to do anything if I don't want to, I get to make the choice t do whatever I love, to do whatever the hell I want and only I have that say. I get to do all the amazing things humans can do, like share, connect, love. I can lay in bed all day, I can go sit in a field and just be, I can go buy fresh fruit and flowers because those things make me happy, I can listen to amazing music that lifts my soul. SO may things we take for granted , or worse that act like are out of our reach. " I can't do that " , "I have to go work all day" , "I have to take care of kids", " I don't have the money" ... These are all lies I told myself for way too long.

So today as I had a shouting match with fear in my kitchen telling it to fuck off and letting it know I am not the same , and rubbing in it's face that this is my life and I have no room for it anymore, I also realized all these wonderful truths. I make my choices, and I can do whatever the hell makes me happy.

Fear tried to grip me early by saying, I have to stress about this bill, I have to rush and do this and that, I have to clean my house.. That is when the shouting started. Then I allowed the truth to set in deep. Now I have reggae music up full blast, I am dancing crazy with my pets, and I am loving freedom. I had to stop and share because you too my friend can say fuck you fear, and do whatever the hell it is that makes you happy and free. This life was made for so much more than living in fear and just living. I will NOT join the walking dead. Did you ever wonder why all these zombie shows etc as of the past few years?? What manifest is what's going on inside of us. Too many of us are the walking dead, hating life, just surviving, just roaming around already dead because we are too scared to really live. Friend do not do it, do not let the fucking zombies bite you!!

I got your back! I will help fight the fuckers off, just stop, take in a deep breath (outside is best and it is so beautiful today) and tell yourself I am free, I will choose to be happy, then say fuck you fear!

Now go have a great fucking day!! love yourself, love others and BE FREE !!

I gotta get back to my dance party, the kitty and puppy miss my smooth dance moves.

So much love, light, and blessings to you !!

Shawna Marrie